Current mood:

lonely

Missing you
 It's been a while now and things seem to have gone back to normal. Christmas was good. Johnny came round in the morning and gave me a present - some perfume which cost him too much and I bought him  a hat which he'll never wear because it reminded me of you. I bought him some other silly stuff as well. Mum cried a bit - she always does at Christmas. She got me clothes and CDs mainly , which she knew I'd exchange and I did yesterday when the shops opened. I don't think she minded.  She is still a bit nervous every time I go out, but I suppose that's not surprising. 
It doesn't seem as if it could have happened and then I see Mum's expression when she doesn't know I'm looking and I know it did happen.And then of course there's you. I'm writing this for you - in case you find me. I'll try and post a picture of Johnny and then you'll understand. I haven't worked out how yet.
If there's any way you can get in touch...